MY JOURNEY


Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.

(Psalms 119:105 ESV)

Whether I am rejoicing or in deep distress; succeeding or struggling; laughing or weeping; I am striving to hold on to the truths of God's Word. And I want to share with you.

So... grab a cup of coffee or tea...and join me in my journey...

Friday, June 27, 2008

June 27, 2008

Live Connection or Online Interaction

I read today, on the Facebook of an acquaintance of mine, in the "about me" section a quote... "I prefer live connection to online interaction." The statement made me pause. And well, if you know me much, it takes a good bit to make me pause. Usually it has to be some LONG narrative, or something bad to "make me pause." But today, those few words got me thinking. Here are the thoughts.

First, I thought about how much I look forward to getting on my computer. Daily. Hourly. Every time I have been away. For hopes of some new interaction with someone. Anyone. Someone I know. Some complete stranger. I REALLY look forward to getting a blog comment, an email from a friend, a facebook/myspace comment or message. I just LOVE to see numbers of unread messages on my screen. I actually feel disappointed when there are no new numbers! So, my thoughts after reading this statement went first of all to this addiction that I have to online interaction. How much do I really pursue online interaction?

Too much probably.

How much of an impact is my life really going to leave from the other side of a computer screen?

Not much honestly.

I do not really expect, with the hoards of wonderful bloggers out there that my blog is something that will ever truly make a change in someone's life. Honestly, it’s not my gift. Sure, I can write, and I am not downplaying it, but it’s much harder for me to "show" love - as we are commanded to do - from the other side of a computer screen! Especially when I don't even know who might read it. And posting my favorite pictures is great and all, especially since my family can't readily see my pics unless I post them, however, what difference do those pics really make in the long run?

The Second direction this thought took me is this... In all this, do I prefer live connection to my Father? Honestly? Or is it more of an "online interaction." Where I place my requests, or post my prayers, in hopes He will read them and send a "comment" back into my life? Even if He does "comment" Do I look forward to that interaction with Him as I should? I take that back - God doesn't "comment" our lives, God is actively pursuing me with a passion I can hardly understand. Why do I simply want to anonymously post information to Him? Where is my heart's desire for "live connection" for my Creator, the one who, whether I acknowledge Him or not, is holding my life, literally, in the palm of His hand? I want my passion for Him - for His heart - for LIVE CONNECTION to be stronger than my desire for "online (dare I say... superficial?) interaction."

Maybe those two thoughts are in reverse order as far as priorities. Actually, I know that they are, but that is the order in which they arrived in my brain as I read that statement - and so that is the order in which I wanted to share them.

My prayer, is not that any of us would quit doing things that bring us joy (facebook.myspace.blogs.emails. etc.) but that our passions would begin to lie MORE in our live connection to our Father, and in our love to be shown to the world around us.

A perfectly written post is a wonderful thing, and has great potential - but a hug for a child who is hurting, or a lady who needs someone to listen will just go so much further. Let us keep encouraging our sisters (and brothers) in Christ through our connections on this internet - but let us keep our passions focused in the right direction.

Holding On...
Julia

Thursday, June 26, 2008

June 26, 2008

Worshipping God yet Serving Idols…

Jonah 2:8-9 “Those who cling to worthless idols forfeit the grace that could be theirs. But I with a song of thanksgiving, will sacrifice to you. What I have vowed I will make good. Salvation comes from the Lord.”

I have had some very hard days lately… I have had to make a stand for my Lord and Savior in a way I never thought I would have to. It has been excruciatingly hard, for some do not understand why I have to be obedient to His Word and to my decision to follow Christ, no matter what… and I never thought I would be in this position. However, I am, and I have chosen to follow my Lord and Savior, to be obedient to His Word, and to cling and hold tightly to Him.

This situation has also led me to examine myself, to lay my heart and life open on the altar before the Lord; so He can reveal to me what in my life is not pleasing to Him. I desire for Him to open my eyes to the things in my life that He longs to remove and replace with Himself…

The Lord is speaking one basic theme to me through just about everything I read and hear. When this happens the Lord gets your attention and you sit up and listen. He is speaking to me about other gods, or idols, in my life. Yes, I worship and love the Lord, but all too often it is the “idols” in my life that I serve rather than Him. I worship Him, but am I serving Him as much as I worship Him. He is beginning to reveal to me the “idols” in my life that I allow to take the place of Him in my heart.

You see, I don’t just want to say that I follow God, and I do not just want to follow Him some of the time, or just be obedient to a portion of His Word. I want to follow Him all the way, no compromises, and no apologies. The recent struggles in my life have led me to look deep into my heart, to examine my desires, my motives, and my attitudes in light of God’s Word. I am asking God to open my eyes to any “idols” in my life.

Notice in this passage of scripture below, how Amaziah serves God, but not wholeheartedly. Immediately after God gives him the victory in battle against the Edomites, he brings back the foreign gods, sets them up as his own, bows down to them, and sacrifices to them. Immediately after God’s hand works in his life!


2 Chronicles 25:1-14

“Amaziah was twenty-five years old when he became king, and he reigned in
Jerusalem twenty-nine years. His mother's name was Jehoaddin; she was from
Jerusalem.
He did what was right in the eyes of the Lord, but not wholeheartedly.
After the kingdom was firmly in his control, he executed the officials who had murdered his father the king.
Yet he did not put their sons to death, but acted in accordance with what is written in the Law, in the Book of Moses, where the Lord commanded: “Fathers shall not be put to death for their children, nor children put to death for their fathers; each is to die for his own sins.


Amaziah called the people of Judah together and assigned them according to their families to commanders of thousands and commanders of hundreds for all Judah and Benjamin. He then mustered those twenty years old or more and found that there were three hundred thousand men ready for military service, able to handlethe spear and shield.
He also hired a hundred thousand fighting men from Israel for a hundred talents of silver.

But a man of God came to him and said, “O king, these troops from Israel must not march with you, for the Lord is not with Israel—not with any of the people of Ephraim. Even if you go and fight courageously in battle, God will overthrow you before the enemy, for God has the power to help or to overthrow.”


Amaziah asked the man of God, “But what about the hundred talents I paid for these Israelite troops?” The man of God replied, “The Lord can give you much more than that.” So Amaziah dismissed the troops who had come to him from
Ephraim and sent them home. They were furious with Judah and left for home in a
great rage.

Amaziah then marshaled his strength and led his army to the Valley of Salt, where he killed ten thousand men of Seir. The army of Judah also captured ten thousand men alive, took them to the top of a cliff and threw them down so that all were dashed to pieces. Meanwhile the troops that Amaziah had sent back and had not allowed to take part in the war raided Judean towns from Samaria to Beth Horon. They killed three thousand people and carried off great quantities of plunder.

When Amaziah returned from slaughtering the Edomites, he brought back the gods of the people of Seir. He set them up as his own gods, bowed down to them and burned sacrifices to them.”

That just amazes me, that immediately after God moves and provides for Him and the people of Judah, he turns and serves other gods. But how often do you and I do the same thing? God works in our lives, we are pleased with how He has provided and answered our prayers, and then we just turn back to the things of this world rather than drawing closer to our Lord. In essence we are taking the presence and power of God in our lives for granted! How dare we take for granted the God of this universe… He is a holy God, and is worthy of all the praise, honor, and glory we can give; yet how quickly we turn away and give our time, energy, and yes, praise and glory to the things of this world.

My prayer is that God would open my eyes and would allow me to see myself as He seems me. That He would give me a burning desire to run from the things of this world that distract me from Him, and to run wholeheartedly toward Him. That I would be so in love with my Lord, and so in awe of Him that the things of this world would pale in comparison and would lose all power to lure me away.

What about you? Are you worshipping our Lord but serving “idols”?

Ask God to open your eyes and reveal to you any idols in your life that are preventing you from serving Him wholeheartedly. Determine to do away with them, and run wholeheartedly to our Lord and Savior, and allow Him to give you a heart that longs to wholeheartedly serve Him.

Holding On,
Tricia

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

June 25, 2008

I Am the True Vine

“I am the true vine, and my Father is the vinedresser. Every branch in me that does not bear fruit he takes away, and every branch that does bear fruit he prunes, that it may bear more fruit. Already you are clean because of the word that I have spoken to you.

Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not abide in me he is thrown away like a branch and withers; and the branches are gathered, thrown into the fire, and burned.

If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. By this my Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit and so prove to be my disciples.

As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Abide in my love. If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my love, just as I have kept my Father's commandments and abide in his love.

These things I have spoken to you, that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be full." John 15:1-11



I have been reading “Secrets of the Vine” by Bruce Wilkinson. I have just been amazed at how the above passage has been broken down and explained so wonderfully It is explained through the process of grapes growing on the vine. You will have to read the book to get the whole scripture above but what really touched me was the following (Paraphrased of course):

New branches of a grapevine naturally trail along the ground. There is no fruit near the end of the vine and the leaves get covered with dust. When the rain comes they get muddy and mildew. Therefore, this branch is “sick” or useless. The Vinedresser sees that this branch is not fruitful so he takes a bucket of water and carefully washes the leaves and then ties the branch up on the trellis. Before long, this lifeless branch is then thriving.

Is this not what God does for us when we are wayward believers?

Sin is the dirt that is on us and it takes away joy. When the air and light do not get in, no fruit develops. He wants us to thrive and be fruitful. The Vinedresser feels abundance and joy when he tends to a dirty branch.

Just as Christ is overjoyed when we spend time with Him so that we will continue to grow and thrive in our relationship with Him. God’s actions are intended to nudge us lovingly, wisely, and persistently toward the life and character that we desire (and He desires for us).


So what about you?

Are you a dirty leaf in need of the Vinedresser to pick you up?
Or..
Are you a nice, full fruitful vine?

Holding On...
Mitzi

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

June 18, 2008

Submission

Spiritually it seems everything is right in my life.

Seems.

That’s the operative word. I am an active member of my church, I am gladly and anxiously reading my bible everyday, I am praying, I am listening to praise music, I am teaching classes on different biblical principles, but there is one area where I’m not practicing what I preach and that’s with my husband. You’d think after 11 years together we’d have each other trained by now but it just doesn’t work that way.

I am a strong willed wife who thinks she desires to be submissive. I do, really, want to be the Proverbs 31 woman however, I may not be putting in the somewhat “easy” effort that it takes to be that woman. A book I am reading poses a hard question “When people see the way I live my life, would they know that I am a Christian?” In most cases, yes. I guess it’s what happens behind closed doors that people don’t see that make me question whether or not they would know that I am a follower of Christ.

Another book said to live your life in such a way that you wouldn’t mind loaning your pet parrot to the town gossip! That’s where I’d get in trouble because, quite frankly, I’m not the submissive wife that I think I want to be. I just read a great book called “The Strong Willed Wife” by Debbie Cherry and I want to “lead” it in a women’s discussion group soon. Notice I didn’t say teach it! Many times I believe that those that can’t do, teach. Now if you would ask my husband, he would say that our relationship is completely normal and much better than average and that all couples argue occasionally- I guess it’s the Type A personality in me that is looking for perfection. I know it’s not going to happen because we are not perfect people, only Jesus Christ is perfect. But a life filled with no more arguments or disagreements with my husband- that seems like utopia to me.

Just when it seems I am on top of my game spiritually I get knocked down a notch when I read that my relationship with my husband is the only relationship on earth that I can show Jesus Christ how much I love him through my submission to my husband. It is the one and only relationship we have that God is looking at as a mirror image of how we would treat HIM if He were standing among us.

Try swallowing that horse sized pill!

What an opportunity to show God how much we love Him. He gave us a husband to love, respect, and submit to just as we would submit to Him. He wants to see our love for Him through the way we love and treat our husbands each day of our lives. So since the way I treat my husband is a direct reflection of how I am doing spiritually- I feel that I fail daily (okay, maybe every 3rd day or so).

Now, would Lee say that I’ve failed? Absolutely not. He’d give me a B+ at least if not an A- but sometimes little arguments to me seem gargantuan and just really make me look inward and say “Wow, would I have said that to God?” or “Would I ignore God to watch TV?” or “Would I have treated God that way?” I would like to say “Of course I wouldn’t do that to God” but that’s what I do everyday when I don’t place my husband above the kids and all other things going on in this difficult season of life with two children 3 and under. God comes first- naturally. Lee should come second. The kids should come third.

The requirements of biblical submission can only be met by a willing heart. There can be no self-serving motives in submission.

So my prayer today is that the Lord would give me a heart that genuinely wants to be submissive to my husband.

How about you?

Holding On…
Michelle

Saturday, June 14, 2008

June 14, 2008

A Vessel in the Potter's House


This is a song that I use to sing at the church I grew up in. I don't know why ...but last night this song came in my head and will not leave! So, I have been just a singing away and it reminded me of what I am putting into my vessel.


Potter's House

Tossed about by life's battles
all my hope was sinking fast
The sinful life that I was living
I knew that I just could not last.
Then I went down to the Potter's House
and placed this vessel into HIS hands.
On his wheel of grace and mercy
HE made me over gain.

Yes, I've been to the Potter's House
His hands for mercy molded me.
He set me forth when HE was finished
so that all the world could see
That HE can mend a broken vessel
It matter's not what shape it's in
Yes, I've been to the Potter's House
I've been made over again.

If your life has no meaning
the storms have taken their toll on you
With your vessel in many pieces
you don't know just what to do
Please come with me to the Potter's House
And place your vessel into HIS hands.
And on HIS wheel of grace and mercy
He'll make your over again.

Yes, I've been to the Potter's House
His hands of mercy molded me
He set me forth when HE was finished
So that all the world could see
That HE can mend a broken vessel
It matter's not what shape its in
Yes, I've been to the Potter's House
I've been made over again.
(unknown)


What is your vessel filled with?

I know we get so caught up in everyday life. Husband, family, job, housecleaning, is God in there somewhere?


School is out for summer and you would think that I have so much time that my vessel should be overflowing with HIM. Well, it is not that easy! Things just keep getting in my way. The same things: housecleaning, talking on the phone, husband, family...Did I mention talking on the phone? Blogging can really take up a lot of time. ..if you let it. I want God to be in my life everyday not just when I have time... like church times. You know....Sunday am, Sunday pm and Wednesday evenings.

Am I allowing my vessel to get so full of everyday life that I forget the most important part? I am sad to admit ...sometimes yes!

2 Timothy 2:20 - 26 "Now in a large house there are not only gold and silver vessels, but also vessels of wood and of earthenware, and some to honor and some to dishonor.
Therefore, if anyone cleanses himself from these things he will be a vessel for honor, sanctified, useful to the Master, prepared for every good work.
Now flee from youthful lusts and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, with those who call on the Lord from a pure heart.
But refuse foolish and ignorant speculations, knowing that they produce quarrels.
The Lord's bond-servant must not be quarrelsome, but be kind to all, able to teach, patient when wronged, with gentleness correcting those who are in opposition, if perhaps God may grant them repentance leading to the knowledge of the truth, and they may come to their senses and escape from the snare of the devil, having been held captive by him to do his will".


WOW! What are you filling your vessel with?

Are you being used to your fullest potential or over used?

Are you using the spiritual gifts that God has placed in you for the Body of Christ?


What is God speaking to you?

What is HIS will for you?


Now is the time to fill your vessel with HIM.

Matthew 6:33 "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."

SEEK HIM FIRST!

Isaiah 64:8 "O Lord, You are our Father, We are the clay, and You our potter; And all of us are the work of Your hand"


Dear Lord, I am a vessel...a bit cracked...very worn...extremely fragile at times...mended and healed many times. Empty me of me so that I may be filled with more of you. Change me...fill me...with you.

Now is the time to check your vessel.
Now is the time to receive ALL God wants for you!

Join me this week in prayer asking God to show us things that stand in the way of our vessel being full for HIM. For strength to overcome what stands in our way of putting HIM first in our lives.

Holding on...
Darlene

Thursday, June 12, 2008

June 12, 2008

The Truth

This Sunday in church we heard from several men who have been set free from the addiction of drugs and alcohol. They were all set free by the Truth, by Jesus Christ. He and He alone is their deliverer! Praise to Him for the mighty power of His deliverance which brings complete freedom from the bondage of sin!

“You shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.” John 8:32

What is this truth, and what does it set you free from?

The Truth is Jesus Christ; He is the Way, the Truth, and the Life (John 14:6). And only through Jesus Christ can we find freedom. Freedom from sin, freedom from having to conform to the ways of this world, freedom from trying to find your self-worth and fulfillment in the things this world has to offer and not succeeding, freedom from the fear of man and the pride of life.

It is only through Jesus Christ that we can say that we are no longer slaves to sin, but slaves to obedience which leads to righteousness (Romans 6:16). Jesus can set us free in an instant from sin that has held us in bondage for years. He can set us free from the guilt, condemnation, and self-loathing that living in a lifestyle of sin often brings to our lives; and He can replace them with joy, peace, love, hope, and contentment. The Truth gives purpose to your life and guidance to your days.

How can we know this Truth? We can know this truth by spending time studying and rightly dividing the Word of Truth, the Bible; and by spending time on our knees in prayer before God the Father. All throughout the gospels Jesus prefaces the majority of His statements with “I tell you the truth…” Jesus is the Truth and He always speaks the Truth. The Bible is the absolute truth. Many people today do not believe in absolutes, they believe what fits their situation and what makes their desired choice of a lifestyle acceptable. But God’s truth is absolute, it is free from imperfection, it does not change with the culture, and it will always lead you down the right path (which often looks very different from the path the world is offering).

Many today have chosen lies over the Truth. They have chosen to believe lies straight from the father of all lies, Satan. Satan masquerades as an angel of light, making you believe what he tells you is the truth; but everything from Satan is a lie. Satan feeds us these lies through various avenues. He greatly uses all sorts of media: worldly shows we watch that depict lifestyles far from what God ordains, songs we listen to which fill our minds with things we do not need to think on, and numerous things we read which create longings and desires in us we do not need to have. Satan likes to use the media to deaden our senses to sin. Then when our guard is down and we are “desensitized” to sin, Satan steps in with that temptation, and we easily fall prey.

In Matthew chapter 4 Jesus was also tempted by Satan, but Jesus won the battle, and He won it with the Word of God! Satan tempted Jesus in the wilderness with the pride of life, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes. The very same way he tempts us today! We can win the battle the same way that Jesus did, with the Word of God, the Truth, Jesus Christ.

  • So take inventory of your life, what lies are you being fed by Satan that you are believing?

  • Ask God to reveal them to you, and then ask Him to reveal to you His Truth to combat those lies.

  • Stand firm in Christ, be grounded in the Word of God, and walk (or maybe run) in the freedom for which Christ died for you.

“I run in the path of your commands for you have set my heart free.” Psalm 119:32

Holding On...

Tricia

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

June 10, 2008

Up the Down Escalator...

Years ago, in our early years of marriage, my younger brother would come and spend time at our home. He is six years younger than me. I was married at 18 ... so you get the idea. We were all young. Trips to the mall were quite an adventure...and I could count on one thing. Sometime before the night was over, my husband and my brother would take a run up the down escalator. I just resigned myself to the fact that I could not stop them even if I tried.

Fast forward many years. My son becomes a young teen... and the practice continues. (Do you see the common denominator here???) My husband and my son... running up the down escalator. They would patiently wait until it was empty, and then they would take off! Sometimes someone would get on the escalator before they accomplished their goal... But they would continue. You could hear them saying, "Excuse me, excuse me" but they would press on!

Several things could be observed: (I was the observer along with many others in the mall who would stop to watch)
  • You have to keep moving.
  • You will back up if you pause or slow down.
  • You must move faster in your pursuit of going up...than the escalator is moving down.

I am currently reading a book, Crazy Love, by Francis Chan. Look at this quote from page 93:

"If life is a river, then pursuing Christ requires swimming upstream. When we stop swimming, or actively following Him, we automatically begin to be swept downstream.

Or, to use another metaphor more familiar to city people, we are on a never-ending downward escalator. In order to grow, we have to turn around and sprint up the escalator, putting up with perturbed looks from everyone else who is gradually moving downward."

Chan then says: "I believe that much of the American churchgoing population, while not specifically swimming downstream, is slowly floating away from Christ. It isn't a conscious choice, but it is nonetheless happening because little in their lives propels them towards Christ."

Now, he is not talking about a works based salvation. Salvation is by faith, not of works... but our faith will be evident by our works. We will see our faith in our works. James 2:17 ,"Faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead."

So the questions for today:
  • Am I pursuing Christ?
  • Do I let the grumblers/negative/complacent people that I come in contact with make me slow down? or quit?
  • Does the race seem too hard? Have I lost my focus?
  • Do I let the world I live in (the downstream of life)...set my pace... and keep me from pursuing Christ with all I am? Am I slowly floating away?
  • What or who in my life propels me to my Savior?
  • Do I need to re-adjust my priorities/my friends/my time so that nothing keeps me from my pursuit?

Philippians 3:12-14 : " Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. " NKJ

So, my encouragment for you today is to keep pursuing...
Up the down escalator...

Holding on...
DeeDee

Sunday, June 1, 2008

A Journey Together

This is a devotional blog...

We are a group of ladies who were all blogging anyway...so we decided to share a devotional blog together.

Our title:
Holding On... to the truths of God's Word
because whether we are rejoicing or in deep distress; succeeding or struggling; laughing or weeping; We are striving to hold on to the truths of God's Word. We want to share with you.

As I have stated in my personal blog... we want to be transparent... we want to be real... we want to be encouragement...

So, join us on our journey. And comment along the way.

Holding on...
DeeDee